Note n°5
Easter Retreat Tribuana Casa Natura Alpenise
Cima Grappa 2013
visited & added notes 20 avril at 8h58
By destiny, Easter spirit was written in story of religious human path, by destiny the chance is there to find, by the work, matter become energy, energy become light, light create awareness, here and fulfilling everywhere, wyapi wyapaka, here and everywhere and fulfiling every space (εδώ και παντού και να εκπληρώνουν κάθε χώρο), you can fill a space (of brain for ex.) if there are bit of emptiness. Whenever there are emptiness there will be a will to fulfill.
A light of a candle in a room. When fire consumes all wax, when light no more, impression and smell may prolonge its present, with your permission. What is that instrument of work? Revealing action?
Rosangela showed me a bunch of little round cylindric candle saying, here Tapa i brought this bag of candle in case we need it. Yes, now, i read the past at home, yes, we did use them but not all, one, during the late night "pray" in the dining room. I remember all participants was helping with their present in serene silent, allow me to recite Greek pray:" Valisef, uranie paraklité,... to pnefma tis alisias, o panda hou paron ké ta panda pliron, ... "etc, and participants repeated the sound, part by part. Sorry for this phonetic writing. I also my 6 couplet Gayatri that i learn at school in Bali in the 1950 when I was 10 (?) a child....and 10 participants, 11 with me, recited thos Gayatri that night under one candle light floating on transparent bowl of water. Ahh, I remember , when I try to put the lighted candle on water , it sinked, and light was gone.... so a accept it so, if it was the natural fluke, ...and also there are natural fluke of Rosangela offering me he "bricket" to light the candle..... and with the sound of Tibetan singing bowl around, awaken by participants, the candle light travel around that rectangular long table.
And this morning, I woke up, realized, remember, awaken by memories that that night of pray exploration in Casa NAtura Alpenise, Cima Grappa, we sang also a "SONG", a Gita that i got it from a chinese Buddhist Yogi in Yogyakarta at Rendra Bengkel Teater...1969?, that song is named as "Mantra" (please for those who don't have this type of word in their childhood, take care to adopt a word, thanks for your understanding and tolerance). That mantra is always singing in my mind, the moment of the day, any important deep moment of perceiving life event. I heard that mantra recited in a dormitory in Belgrade, by one participant of Third theater Colosseum/meeting, in 1976, but in a very speedy way; In my may, ahh, in tribuana way, guided by lesson n°14: Bayuswara, i recited it with délice of enjoying the taste of sound produced by our body phonetic instruments, in the mouth and mind intentions, and the way is never be the same yet there are something "similar" in it. For that path of understanding, i call back a word, invited it to light our understanding before swallowing it in a hurry, the word YATRA . Voyager, in a journey walking bare foot, in procession, to a sacred place for renewing sacred path of life. The procession of steps, your steps, steps of determination that has been decided to do, the procession of sacred place visited out side or in memories of your mind to remind >>> re-member. The procession of those "sacred syllable" that Indonesien-Chinese-Buddhist offer us at Rendra Bengkel Theater in Jogyakarta in 1968 .... has tracing in me an olympic candle (not torch, i take it modestly to be able to carry in my up-grading state) never die, light of inner flame never die, that I often share with tribuana participant whenever moment ripe to honor it, to awaken and sharpen alively it sound produce by their consonant and vocal, let's try with deep attention and care, first like handling a baby in your arm of like adoring an opening of blooming flower in its spring time, syllable by syllable: NAM MYO HO HEN GE KYO. .... bon voyage syllable, the sacred one to whom ever has the merit being visited.
I am aware now, just now, that when we were 11 at Casa NAtura, we were thought by reality that moment to follow the Casa(house) path, of Nature in you, living together with others 10 that you can count and place them in each finger of your both hands.... ahhh, how late i am to translate this message, only now.... 20 days afterward !! Shiiiittt, taik asu, merde ... Now after that 3 magic sound that i just wrote, i realize that food we took by mouth, some will go up : the essence for essential; some will go down, called fecal matter, shit, ...ahhh your shit can tell you who you are !
Some of those food renew our cells, blood for the brain most important to feed the mind, the brain, the thought, the Brahman .... some rest of not-used / wasted matter ... flow down to the sink by gracious liberated hole of anus, thanks to sphincter muscle that has flexibility to contract and to expand/stretch considerably vast and strong; sphincter muscle also in the eyes, bladder, stomach.
So whatever wasted and whatever used can be a good lesson to awaken the dwelling cool sleepy master in you, in other way those 2 opposite matter can kill your master too.
That moment of "meditation, pray exploration" was finish at around 3 o clock, at dawn. If my memories well kept, after that moment when everybody already asleep except two of us (we were as the "gardian of the gate dormitory" at first floor), doing the Phenix movement. We have read the conference of the bird too (of Attar, théâtralisez by Jean Claude Carriere and Peter Brook, I was doing it in world tour 1979-1980). I realized later i was in a moment of transmission. And in the next morning the transmission of the Phenix movement complete its task with another two participants in cold snow yard of Casa Natura, we we four doing the Phenix movement in four direction, two male two female in natural dress. We we embracing the white and fresh-cold sleeping water, as if we were a living skeleton in white .... hoping that was the passing of the path of purity, showing a natural way of "teaching", a transmission in the right moment, space and situation/ catalysator..istic ambiance.
I remember a moment of deep memory, when we did so called "cosmic dance" in that ancient ruin of Athenes, during the Tribuana workshop, a vagabonde came to me after we finish our "dancing improvisation", said to me:" you should not show this movement publicly ....."
Hmmm, he must be right. But I was late to respond, to "translate correctly" as head of human can understand/comprehend. Yes, in my Balinese traditional manner of transmission, there are saying : AJA WERA, not to reveal/say thing ...just like that, without awareness, what, who is for, when is the time ripe to say/reveal .... and other wisdom consideration.
Back to the 4 dancing Phenix on ice, that morning the only sun we got during 5 days retreat, a few minutes only ..., new born birds that will fly free, (to examine inside what was newly born within), ... remembrance of floating candle around the table and praying-voices of ancient the night before..... Matteo try to make fire in fireplace in the kitchen, failed, I did try before with failure, bunch of wood has been bought by two participant for that fire ritual that never happen as desired/intended, the wood only brought few days after their arrival since their car was blocked by the snow far from the house.
See, how nature reveal their secret teaching, R.Tagore said that the nature is around us, always revealing secret naturally, it is us may be not always aware how to take it. African saying :" the Grand Master is around ready to handed IT's secret teaching, aware to size the right moment in life. Master = right moment, just moment, true moment.
There moment of revealing during that Easter Tribuana Retreat Cima Grappa Casa Natura, the last morning for exemple, where Maria-Luisa, Elisa start Tribuana Tai Chi, and joint later bu Ivana and some other came later. That i was aware to serve tribuana way to examine posture by posture of a movement, i found one simple movement in Elisa, that i called the "harakiri" movement, "hara qui rire", the new born inner smile movement. And was taken by other two, so three doing the same basic departure in movement, and then i propose everybody grow that base, naturally.... one doing quickly, other slowly, even very slow trying to understand how to organize her members to move together in harmony, let energy flowing in its respective meridian.
It was a moment of pleasure for me to accompany them. I realize that let the nature grow to respect and honor and cultivate, and by that way you see diversity in its origin to expand in spring time ...of that icy Easter at Casa Natura. Casa Natura invite you dress natively natura, be natura, ahhhh, all that difference to find their common reference to celebrate together.
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A few second/little minutes before leaving the Casa Natura Alpenise, ten participants taking each of them their "self-made diploma" and each of them take by chance (just as like that) one picture of Japanese Noh-Bunraku face's spirit. ..... and some sentence, cristal thought, that i lay on the table with 2 candle of Rosangela, tripass tribuana & bayswara of the group, in triangle form, circle, square. .... you see the images below and the "song" of that their sacred syllable i composed them with many version.
Bayuswara and tripass tribuana is a living secret, living book, to dig its cristal light for well behave in this life. They contain dance, movement, song: rhythm, melody and harmony. It is our brain power later to interpret it for life-light.
And, to share them...thanks to inter-net, and to those who know to use internet for sharing piece of your peace. Start virtually, become really, and go on virtually to realize in your homely, sweet home reality with your family... if you cultivate them.
Ahh, family life, now we found a lot af children live separately with their mother and father, one week(few days) at mother, one week(few days) at father, ... what a confused reference !!! if you don't know how to accompany them.
School? ah, what is national school produce now? Those high school musical made in U.S.A. is greatly help kids to find their family story, communal school, to move, to sing, to love, to hate, to be jealous, to be in compassion, .... yes, how deep is the fountain? Where do their ancestor come from?
Helo Chistopher Columbus ...1492 ... after you, what was imported to America, the new Am and the Inca Am ?
Boston Marathon 2013, explosion on the finishing line, what is human being doing now? where was their school to be able to produce that tragedy?
How to live with that shocking image? What is the wisdom lesson in it? Is there any wisdom animated those bom exploser?
ahh, explosive energy, explosive impulsion without wisdom ! help ! School of wisdom, where are you? All those gentleman/lady with their neat chic suite costume..... perfumed by their ambition and ammunition powder .... what beauty were created for the harmonious living of human and animals and plants and minerals of our blue planet earth?
The art of making question inside you is the art how to do things together.... in harmony, in symphony (it is a greek word = agree) what is that "art", artificially done ?
See !!! How Greek left us now its ruin and its glorious marathon of event to celebrate? How India left us their Mahabharata and its Bhagavad Gita, Ramayana and Veda. Tibetan with Buddhism, a country (where is that country now) without army. Dalai Lama said, if you want to stop the war, please stop making gun. No knife, stop cutting/stabbing .... but how with knife do curving too?
The tragedy and the comedy start in the fountain of human personal brain. Everybody carries their grain of tragedy and comedy, every one design their own paradise and hell. Good and bad is personal, ...to grow and enjoy it together in symphony.
Viva la musica !!
Ahh which music? what is the lyric? the rhythm? the harmony?
Dear participants of Easter retreat tribuana 2013, casa natura cima grapa, you see, that, with you, tribuana always open my surprises, how late i am to realize that nature has participate our work naturally. Even if one of you stuck in her bed, ill, head ache, can not participate for 2 days 2 night, but you are there all and even now in my inner work, you are the living book that give me moments of learning to earn .... knowledge, wisdom, music, song .... to understand, internet is a grace gift to open the windows of your mind to bite the taste of a fresh apple of the season, the fruit of your "act" in time, conscious or not, it is there with others (who aware to honor the present as a PRESENT ...ation)
I often said when participant ask me:"Tapa, did you write a book?"
I answer:" yes"
Quest: "When?"
Ta: "now"
Quest:"Where can I find it"
Ta: "in you and others, ..."
It is , for now, a biological book, and inter-net book. For that i ask and beg you to give me your tribuana quest before meeting by email. So i can have your information tribuanicly, three human-parts C.V., past-present-future, to be able to serve you better. And afterward, we may link each other to share what has bee done, what was the juice to reproduced in your daily life.
My sense of duty to accompany you is as far as your opening. No opening no entry. Enter with your permission. Permission based on understanding. When the way is opened, the traveler pass through. When the journey stop (for a moment due to condition: physical or idea/understanding) there will be no more guide no more follower, every participant meet, a future commitment is to be established.
héloo ooOOOOooo anybody there?
hmmm
you still inside me, silly me, why do i shout, call out,
so be happy to call in what has been carried ...is the transporter
important !
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to be continued
19 april 2013, montreuil spring morning
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